Hi all,
I have decided to go to SJST as i really think it is a right place for me especially after today.
As there s a long time guilt towards my my mother death for all these years cos i never stopped her from committing suicide when i was 9 years old so this guilt has been there for 21 yeArs already.
But today topic s on Mark 2:1-21
it talks about Lord having authority to forgive sins and power to heal.
Pastor tells us a story of a man who fails to any phrases to his dying dad. then after his dad died, he became very sad and regret. feeling guilty, he often banged his head on the direction wheel very hard so as to release his emotional pain. and he had a numeral sleepless night so 1 day he went to consulted a pastor. Then pastor told him that the very 1st thing he has to do is not ask forgiveness from god which he had been praying 4 it many times and actually He has forgiven him already but he himself never forgive himself so how is he able to receive His forgiveness.
So forgive yourself or any1 1st as an act of willingness to receive his forgiveness.
after tt, tt man has gone home and had a vvv good sleep. the next day he wakes up feeling being set free. and he become as happy as b4 or even happier as he has found out tt to receive him is an act oof one's willingness so is asking for forgiveness you must willingly and wholeheartedly forgive yourselves or others 1st then you ll really receive His forgivness.
So the pastor as the crowd whoever who want to forgive onreself and others please stand.
I stood cos i remembered the guilt i have for my mum. So pastor pray for me. and i really feel a knot in my heart has been untied.
So i thank God for that. really set me free from being guilty.
this s all for today.
regards,
aili
I have decided to go to SJST as i really think it is a right place for me especially after today.
As there s a long time guilt towards my my mother death for all these years cos i never stopped her from committing suicide when i was 9 years old so this guilt has been there for 21 yeArs already.
But today topic s on Mark 2:1-21
it talks about Lord having authority to forgive sins and power to heal.
Pastor tells us a story of a man who fails to any phrases to his dying dad. then after his dad died, he became very sad and regret. feeling guilty, he often banged his head on the direction wheel very hard so as to release his emotional pain. and he had a numeral sleepless night so 1 day he went to consulted a pastor. Then pastor told him that the very 1st thing he has to do is not ask forgiveness from god which he had been praying 4 it many times and actually He has forgiven him already but he himself never forgive himself so how is he able to receive His forgiveness.
So forgive yourself or any1 1st as an act of willingness to receive his forgiveness.
after tt, tt man has gone home and had a vvv good sleep. the next day he wakes up feeling being set free. and he become as happy as b4 or even happier as he has found out tt to receive him is an act oof one's willingness so is asking for forgiveness you must willingly and wholeheartedly forgive yourselves or others 1st then you ll really receive His forgivness.
So the pastor as the crowd whoever who want to forgive onreself and others please stand.
I stood cos i remembered the guilt i have for my mum. So pastor pray for me. and i really feel a knot in my heart has been untied.
So i thank God for that. really set me free from being guilty.
this s all for today.
regards,
aili
Lim Ai Li February 27 at 11:25pm
and it also heal ppl's hearts too emotionally