I have gone to a nearby church with peiling who is kind enough to accompany me there.
today i cant really get what the pastor sharing but from i understand he s trying to share that how persevering Lord is in prayers He can spend most of his time in praying even whole night praying for his disciples so we need to learn from Him being consistent in praying for each one of whom we know and for those who we don't know.
And encourage one another to pray no matter is for yourselves or others. And peiling also told me that in a prayer we can also thank God for we have and what we have understood in His words.
Even i have not read much of the Bible i already know pretty much through other sisters' and brothers; action and words. i thank god for it.

And i also learnt any1 really believe and obey Him can be His disciple.

And last few days i was reading John 4:34-38 At first i dont understand verse 35-38 So i ask yongmei and she explaint to me
What Jesus is telling me that He is priotying his work given from Father to tell us the good news that the kingdom is near and we can be saved and meet him if we have repented and have faith on Him and to guide us than earthly food which give us energy to our earthly food but we have to have the spiritual energy to our soul comes from His words first to read and understand what he s trying to tell us through his words.


Yongmei has taught me to ask why, where, how, who and when after reading an incident that Jesus had encounter. So as I was reading He walks on water we all know that he is trying to show us his power to overcome everything and to catch up with his disciples who were ahead of him. I know the reason but is there other meanings why he is showing us this or is he trying to tell us other than he has the power or even catching up with his disciples when he is a very patient God who has waited for thousands of years for ppl to come to Him. So why he is doing this other than showing his powers which he has been doing all these by healing sicks and disabled even turning breads to as many as giving those to eat.
Healing and turning water to wine there is a good reason for his doing is to help others but walking on water only show his power and catching up with his disciples is that all?

i diont know why i think there is more why he is showing us he walks on water. i am still figuring out.

However I ask Peiling why Lord need to praised and we thankful to him is enough le. Why we need to be so action to praise Him yeah we all know that he die for us to secure our salvation we are thankful to him and believe in his words but praise??????

Peiling told me praise him is quite the same as respect we respect him is by listening to his words and obey him But Praise is only to show others  how great He is yes He is great but to me praising is like a king asking his servants to say how great he is.
Sorry Lord but i will pray for more understanding of this prAising thing!