Heavenly Papa,

I would like to know if i should go for alpha or pretty's event?

i pray for :

everyone will be under your care and love
those who have not go to you will eventually know you and your greatness.
hearing ears which listen to you seeing eyes which can see your words and calming heart which can be patient as waiting for your plan for me.
my family and friends will be in well being and will know you especially my grandmA and kor.
a suitable job for me to survive.
purpose in life for every1.
not only japan but every part of world ll be free of disasters and suffering.
self control of myself
every christian brother and sister will be able to hang on with their faith.
pretty will settle her problem without much affection.
esther wont be so hard on herself
kor wont be sad
ah ma will be healthy

I thank for:

a blessing day today for alpha course yeah there need a judge to judge us if we ll get rewarded after death.
everything i have now

i confessed tt:

i am lazy to write prayer today sorry.
i m vvv nervous so pls make me calm..


In Jesus; name i pray.

Amen

Heavenly Papa i pray for:

everyone will be under your care and love
those who have not go to you will eventually know you and your greatness.
hearing ears which listen to you seeing eyes which can see your words and calming heart which can be patient as waiting for your plan for me.
my family and friends will be in well being and will know you especially my grandmA and kor.
a suitable job for me to survive.
purpose in life for every1.
not only japan but every part of world ll be free of disasters and suffering.
self control of myself
every christian brother and sister will be able to hang on with their faith.

I thank for:

a resting day todayeverything i have now.

i confessed tt:

i have felt sad cos of kor again sorry..
i am lazy to write prayer today sorry.
and i hv unclean thoughts and see so pls take away,.


In Jesus; name i pray.

Amen

Heavenly Papa i would like to pray for.every1 will be under you care and love.
Sorry Papa i m tired so i wont have a long prayer today. But give me a stronger body so that i can overcome travel and accomplish my course and get a job sooner.

Thanks Papa for free spect and give blessing to them and esther who has help me alot.

In Jesus' name i pray.

Amen

Heavenly Papa i pray for:

everyone will be under your care and love
those who have not go to you will eventually know you and your greatness.
hearing ears which listen to you seeing eyes which can see your words and calming heart which can be patient as waiting for your plan for me.
my family and friends will be in well being and will know you especially my grandmA and kor.
a suitable job for me to survive.
purpose in life for every1.
not only japan but every part of world ll be free of disasters and suffering.
self control of myself
every christian brother and sister will be able to hang on with their faith.

I thank for:

leading tt auntie to help me in mrt and pinky who accompany me.
and those who have given way to me.
everything i have now.

i confessed tt:

i have felt sad cos of kor again sorry.
and i should have told ym tt my grandma dont like me applying for f.a. actually i stiill not sure why i need to apply maybe my motive s wrong but Papa show me a way to survive.
i get angry with my grandma again which i shouldnt sorry.
and i hv unclean thoughts so pls tk away,.


In Jesus; name i pray.

Amen

Papa i pray for:

1. my family and friends will be healthy and happy.
2. those non believer will come to you and know you so that they will be saved.
3. a suitable job for me where i can do and maintain my life.
4. my grandpa and mum ll be able to be in Your kingdom.
5. my attitude and behaviors will change.
6. Japan will have lesser disasters and less ppl ll have their lives lost.
7. Peiling ll get to do the things that you plan for her.

Thanks for everything that i have now,
You are the greatest.

In Jesus' Name i Pray.

Amen.

Hi all,

I have decided to go to SJST as i really think it is a right place for me especially after today.

As there s a long time guilt towards my my mother death for all these years cos i never stopped her from committing suicide when i was 9 years old so this guilt has been there for 21 yeArs already.

But today topic s on Mark 2:1-21
it talks about Lord having authority to forgive sins and power to heal.

Pastor tells us a story of a man who fails to any phrases to his dying dad. then after his dad died, he became very sad and regret. feeling guilty, he often banged his head on the direction wheel very hard so as to release his emotional pain. and he had a numeral sleepless night so 1 day he went to consulted a pastor. Then pastor told him that the very 1st thing he has to do is not ask forgiveness from god which he had been praying 4 it many times and actually He has forgiven him already but he himself never forgive himself so how is he able to receive His forgiveness.
So forgive yourself or any1 1st as an act of willingness to receive his forgiveness.

after tt, tt man has gone home and had a vvv good sleep. the next day he wakes up feeling being set free. and he become as happy as b4 or even happier as he has found out tt to receive him is an act oof one's willingness so is asking for forgiveness you must willingly and wholeheartedly forgive yourselves or others 1st then you ll really receive His forgivness.

So the pastor as the crowd whoever who want to forgive onreself and others please stand.

I stood cos i remembered the guilt i have for my mum. So pastor pray for me. and i really feel a knot in my heart has been untied.

So i thank God for that. really set me free from being guilty.

this s all for today.

regards,
aili

Lim Ai Li February 27 at 11:25pm

and it also heal ppl's hearts too emotionally

I have gone to a nearby church with peiling who is kind enough to accompany me there.
today i cant really get what the pastor sharing but from i understand he s trying to share that how persevering Lord is in prayers He can spend most of his time in praying even whole night praying for his disciples so we need to learn from Him being consistent in praying for each one of whom we know and for those who we don't know.
And encourage one another to pray no matter is for yourselves or others. And peiling also told me that in a prayer we can also thank God for we have and what we have understood in His words.
Even i have not read much of the Bible i already know pretty much through other sisters' and brothers; action and words. i thank god for it.

And i also learnt any1 really believe and obey Him can be His disciple.

And last few days i was reading John 4:34-38 At first i dont understand verse 35-38 So i ask yongmei and she explaint to me
What Jesus is telling me that He is priotying his work given from Father to tell us the good news that the kingdom is near and we can be saved and meet him if we have repented and have faith on Him and to guide us than earthly food which give us energy to our earthly food but we have to have the spiritual energy to our soul comes from His words first to read and understand what he s trying to tell us through his words.


Yongmei has taught me to ask why, where, how, who and when after reading an incident that Jesus had encounter. So as I was reading He walks on water we all know that he is trying to show us his power to overcome everything and to catch up with his disciples who were ahead of him. I know the reason but is there other meanings why he is showing us this or is he trying to tell us other than he has the power or even catching up with his disciples when he is a very patient God who has waited for thousands of years for ppl to come to Him. So why he is doing this other than showing his powers which he has been doing all these by healing sicks and disabled even turning breads to as many as giving those to eat.
Healing and turning water to wine there is a good reason for his doing is to help others but walking on water only show his power and catching up with his disciples is that all?

i diont know why i think there is more why he is showing us he walks on water. i am still figuring out.

However I ask Peiling why Lord need to praised and we thankful to him is enough le. Why we need to be so action to praise Him yeah we all know that he die for us to secure our salvation we are thankful to him and believe in his words but praise??????

Peiling told me praise him is quite the same as respect we respect him is by listening to his words and obey him But Praise is only to show others  how great He is yes He is great but to me praising is like a king asking his servants to say how great he is.
Sorry Lord but i will pray for more understanding of this prAising thing!